A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, adored by little statesmen and philosophers and divines. With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to do. He may as well concern himself with his shadow on the wall. Speak what you think now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said to-day. — 'Ah, so you shall be sure to be misunderstood.' — Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.

--Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Sunday, June 3, 2012

On the End of Freshman Year and JulNoWriMo

It probably feels like a year since I last posted...because it's been about a year since I last posted. Jeez. I am not good with keeping up with blogs, am I?

Well, it's now the last week of class of my freshman year, and finals are coming right around the corner. It's kind of terrifying...and, all at once, sad. I've loved college so much more than high school. In high school, being someone who loved to read and to learn and to do all these nerdy things...it wasn't something that was celebrated. And yet in coming here to college, everyone is a nerd. Everyone is smart. It is socially acceptable--perhaps even celebrated!--to be the nerdiest you can be. I love it so, so much, and it's almost sad to be going home for the summer. A lot of my friends have internships here, but me, I'm going home to JulNoWriMo and self-studying.

On the self-studying first: I'm planning on doing a "48-unit course load" on my own, which essentially means five classes. One of those "classes" will be set aside any pleasure reading I want to do over the summer and for JulNoWriMo, as well as just generally being around friends and family back home (and maybe some goofing off). That will comprise nine units. The rest will be composed of reviewing Ch41a, which is organic chemistry (9 units), reviewing Ch102, which is inorganic chemistry (9 units), learning Ph2a/Ph12b, which is quantum mechanics (9-ish units), and learning ACM95a, which is complex analysis (12 units). I'm super excited; I've got an entire schedule worked out and everything!

As for JulNoWriMo, I'm basically writing something fairly similar to an idea I came up with for NaNoWriMo 2011, except I'm integrating more of my feelings about living in an environment that's super accepting of nerd-dom into my novel, tentatively titled "It's all Relative". (Ha-ha, a relativity joke; see what I did thar?) Allow me to paste my novel description from the JulNo website:
Sarah Jones is hopelessly addicted to two things in life: running and online gaming. After she quits the cross-country team, her mother decides she needs more direction in life--not to mention more things to pad her resume for college with!--and ships her off to live with her absent father in sunny SoCal for the summer, where she is signed up to take part in a summer science camp. Furious at being forced to do something so outside of her interests and inclinations, Sarah is determined to hate everything about the summer. Things quickly get out of hand, however, when she meets a boy at camp who has succeeded at the impossible: building a time machine. Suddenly, the prospect of a summer with an infinite amount of time at her fingertips doesn't seem quite so bad.
This novel honestly comes closest to me "writing what I know" out of every WriMo I've done, which is a little funny, as I am probably the least knowledgeable person in terms of writing convincing romance stories. It's also a little worrisome, as I don't want to fall into the trap of writing a Mary Sue. I've honestly thought a lot less about characters this year than I've thought about plot, so we'll see how it goes.

Maybe once I've thought about the characters a bit more, I'll share some insights into Sarah and Wesley. For now, though, I think I'll leave this blog entry here, so that my blog is a little less empty and dead.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

JulNo Progress and Quotes!

I had a day off from the library today, so I basically spent my time doing a number of small things. I finished up the backlog of reviews that I needed to write for the books I've read, so those are posted. Then I finished up my calculus studying, and I started reviewing for physics. Yep, I'm counting the review books as things I've read, because I have sunk a lot of time into 'em, and they're books. I'll probably fail even more miserably at the 100 book goal if I don't include them, so there. Nyeh nyeh. ;)

Besides some gross personal things that you--the Internet--don't need to hear about, not much else happened today. What can I say? I'm a slobby, lazy person in the summer. I did, however, spend a bunch of time perusing Bartlett's Familiar Quotations, and that was a lot of fun. It made me remember how much I love Emerson, namely A LOT. But I also found a bunch of quotes I decided to copy down, and some even for my novel!

Probably you know this already, but it's like a tradition with me to do JulNoWriMo every year, each time with a new novel, since 2009. I'm well-aware that I'm a fairly pretentious person. (I love that I say that with a pretentious statement. Heh. :) So it's no understatement when I say that most of what I've written previously for JulNo's and NaNo's has been fairly shitty and overblown. That is why this summer I decided I wanted to do something entirely different. I want to try to break the mold of what I've done before, you know?

But back to Bartlett. I found a ton of quotes that I liked for my novel, to either be integrated or included in the epigraph at the beginning. And, best of all, I found myself a title! Yeah!

I'm going to be calling my piece The Shadow of the Daisy.  It's after the following Wordsworth quote:

Small service is true service while it lasts:
Of humblest friends, bright creature! scorn not one:

The daisy, by the shadow that it casts,

Protects the lingering dewdrop from the sun.
--Wordsworth, To a Child: Written in Her Album
What's best about it is that it actually plays fairly well to one of the main aspects of the novel I'm planning. More details on that in a future blog post, I think. But now for more quotes I liked that are related to the novel!

To different minds, the same world is a hell, and a heaven.
--Ralph W. Emerson, Journal: December 20, 1822
He discovereth deep things out of the darkness, and bringeth out to light the shadow of death.
--Job 12:22
A corner draft fluttered the flame
And the white fever of temptation
Upswept its angel wings that cast
A cruciform shadow.
--Boris Pasternak, Doctor Zhivago
Out of the dusk a shadow,
    Then a spark;
Out of the clouds a silence,
    Then a lark;
Out of the heart a rapture,
    Then a pain;
Out of the dead, cold ashes,
    Life again.
--John Banister Tabb, Evolution
Why, yes, it is a fairly dark piece, why do you ask? Anyway, hope you enjoyed those quotes. If you'll excuse me, I should be getting to bed.

Monday, June 20, 2011

List of things

So I have something to post. Yay? Anyway, here's a list of things I'm working on at the moment.
  1. Placement tests
    Seriously, I've been such a procrastinator on this. Explanation: the university I'm going to in the fall requires us to take placement exams in math, physics, and writing so they can put us into something remedial if we stink or, best case scenario, we get to test out of stuff! I'm hoping to do really well on the math, and I'm hoping to not utterly fail the physics. Oh, and I'm going to take the optional placement exam for chemistry so I can hopefully test into organic chemistry!
    Of course, since only about a maximum of 10 people test out in each category each year, it's pretty stiff competition, so *crosses fingers*.
  2. JulNo Outline
    I've been sitting on this way too long, but I started my outline last night. It's going, um, okay. I think I have an overall idea where everything is going; it's just the nitty-gritty that's eluding me.
  3. Library work
    I seriously have no idea why I decided to intern there this summer. I don't need the service, and it's kind of exhausting. I'm basically going in almost every day. I guess it counts as my summer job, except without the monetary benefit.
  4. Reading books
    I'm so hopelessly behind on my 100 books thing, it's not even funny. At the moment, I'm reading Charlotte Bronte's Villette on my Kindle, and all the French is starting to piss me off and make me wish I'd taken that instead of German. I've also downloaded some other stuff, though, like Prisoner of Zenda and Vanity Fair (which are, hopefully, completely in English).
    Also, I'm planning on taking some time to read a bunch of Shakespearean plays. I mean, it's one thing to blame my school for not having any Shakespeare, but I've graduated high school. It's entirely on my own shoulders to learn now. Not that it wasn't before; it's just more clear now that that's the case.
Just a snippet of what's going on with me at the moment. Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got to get my ass in gear on some calculus.